Deeper and deeper

'It hurts to let got. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses  you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it´s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn´t come back. You´re left so alone that you can´t explain...'
"The portable Henry Rollins" by Henry Rollins